Thursday, February 05, 2009

a Revolution of Relationship...



Here is the low down, I'm 23. I've learned a lot, but I have a lot to learn. I'm at one of the places in my life, where I'm trying to figure out where I'm going, where I belong, and what God wants to do through me. I've always known God has great things for me, even when I wasn't walking with Him, something inside me was burning (sometimes only three or four photons were escaping, but it was always burning) trying to tell me that there was a Big plan for my life. Now I'm at the place where I'm trying to figure out how to walk that out.

I think you start to walk out God's plan for you life in a series of brokenness steps. Right, at the end of myself, that is where I will find Him. I'm finding Him now in all the places I never would have expected to find Him. I never would have expected to find Him in the part of me that longs for my kids to know what love truly feels like. (We're talking future kids here, I don't have any, but I think about them!!!)

There is a lot more on this subject, I think it will become part of my Lifesong (thank you Casting Crowns). The LORD placed this on my heart, because this is where I'm at. I'm crying out to God - until He hears me, and moves on my behalf. I'm believing He is going to move through me to change the way I relate to people in order that His love might be expressed across to the next generation. That they would know God's love in a more powerful way than ever before.

Lamentations 3:49-50 (ESV)

"My eyes will flow without ceasing,
without respite,
until the LORD from heaven
looks down and sees"

Those kids above in the photo, they are my Siblings, Jamie and Cole and it is for kids like that, I'm crying out. They are so beautiful and full of potential.

1 comment:

  1. Your brother and sister are soooo cute!

    As for the apple and marrionberry crisp, would you like me to save you some? Will you be by the house anytime soon? Coming for dinner tonight?

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